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Books for Adults: I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou

Books for Adults: I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou

i know why the caged bird sings by maya angelou book cover

 

This isn’t the first time I’ve read this book.  My first experiences with Maya Angelou‘s writings were in undergraduate school at the University of Cincinnati.  I had read excerpts of her work in some of my women’s studies classes and then had the chance to hear her speak on campus in 2006.  She was eloquent and inspiring and I make a point to revisit her words frequently.

 

In her book, I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings, Maya tells the story of her life, experiences, and of her past.  It’s not always easy to read but she uses a level of honesty that most of us never dare to use.

 

The book touches on many issues: racism, rape, homelessness, uncertain sexuality and teenage pregnancy (all of which happened to Maya in her first several years of life).

 

beautiful earmarked book

 

Here are some of my most cherished passages…

 

“Your grandmother says you read a lot.  Every chance you get.  That’s good, but not good enough.  Words mean more than what is set down on paper.  It takes human voice to infuse them with the shades of deeper meaning.”

 

I have tried often to search behind the sophistication of years for the enchantment I so easily found in those gifts.  The essence escapes but its aura remains.  To be allowed, no, invited, into the private lives of strangers, and to share their joys and fears, was a chance to exchange the Southern bitter wormwood for a cup of mead with Beowulf or a hot cup of tea and milk with Oliver Twist.

 

I thought of myself as hanging in the Store, a mote imprisoned on a shaft of sunlight.  Pushed and pulled by the slightest shift of air, but never falling free into the tempting darkness.

 

Momma could not take the smallest achievement for granted.  People whose history and future were threatened each day by extinction considered that it was only by divine intervention that they were able to live at all.

 

Go to church in that cloud of weariness? Not go home and lay those tortured bones in a feather bed?  The idea came to me that my people may be a race of masochists and that not only was it our fate to live the poorest roughest life but that we liked it like that.

 

Passing near the din, the godly people dropped their heads and conversation ceased.  Reality began its tedious crawl back into their reasoning.  After all, they were needy and hungry and despised and dispossessed, and sinners the world over were in the driver’s seat.  How long, merciful Father?  How long?

 

Bailey was talking so fast he forgot to stutter, he forgot to scratch his head and clean his fingernails with his teeth.  He was away in a mystery, locked in the enigma that young Southern Black boys start to unravel, start to try to unravel, from seven years old to death.  The humorless puzzle of inequality and hate.  His experience raised the question of worth and values, of aggressive inferiority and aggressive arrogance.

 

The air of collective displacement, the impermanence of life in wartime and the gauche personalities of the more recent arrivals tended to dissipate my own sense of not belonging.  In San Francisco, for the first time, I perceived myself as part of something.  …  The the city acted in wartime like an intelligent woman under siege.  She gave what she couldn’t with safety withhold, and secured those things which lay in her reach.  The city became for me the ideal of what I wanted to be as a grownup.  Friendly but never gushing, cool but not frigid or distant, distinguished without the awful stiffness.  …  To me, a thirteen-year-old Black girl, stalled by the South and Southern Black life style, the city was a state of beauty and a state of freedom.  The fog wasn’t simply the steamy vapors off the bay caught and penned in the hills, but a soft breath of anonymity that shrouded and cushioned the bashful traveler.  I became dauntless and free of fears, intoxicated by the physical fact of San Francisco.  Save in my protecting arrogance, I was certain that no one loved her as impartially as I.

 

At fifteen life had taught me undeniably that surrender, in its place, was as honorable as resistance, especially if one had no choice.

 

Without willing it, I had gone from being ignorant of being ignorant to being aware of being aware.  And the worst part of my awareness was that I didn’t know what I was aware of.  I knew I knew very little, but I was certain that the things I had yet to learn wouldn’t be taught to me at George Washington High School.

 

To be left along on the tightrope of youthful unknowing is the experience the excruciating beauty of full freedom and the threat of eternal indecision.  Few, if any, survive their teens.  Most surrender to the vague but murderous pressure of adult conformity.  It becomes easier to die and avoid conflicts than to maintain a constant battle with the superior forces of maturity.

 

Until recently each generation found it more expedient to plead guilty to the charge of being young and ignorant, easier to take the punishment meted out by the older generations (which had itself confessed to the same crime short years before). The command to grow up at once was more bearable than the faceless horror of wavering purpose, which was youth.

 

The bright hours when the youth rebelled against the descending sun had to give way to the twenty-four-hour periods called “days” that were named as well as numbered.

 

The Black female is assaulted in her tender years by all those common forces of nature at the same time that she is caught in the tripartite crossfire of masculine prejudice, white illogical hate and Black lack of power.

 

The fact that the adult American Negro female emerges a formidable character is often met with amazement, distaste, and even belligerence.  It is seldom accepted as an inevitable outcome of the struggle won by survivors and deserves respect if not enthusiastic acceptance.

 

 

 


 

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